We've Gotta Fight For This LoveCAUTION:
Some of the storyline may be upsetting,there may be strong language, please dont be offended. Enjoy!
Nadine woke up on this usually bright morning, feeling a little bit worse for wear. Was that the alcohol from the hard partying last night? Some how she felt different, a feeling she had never got before, she ignored it. She looked over at her gorgeous fiancé lying next to her, she cuddled up close to him. In his arms everything was ok, she felt safe. Jason started to stir.
“morning princess” he said sleepily, putting his arms around his girl.
“morning baby” she replied watching him carefully, “i love you” she said quietly before kissing him softly.
Nadine and Jason were perfect for each other, a match made in heaven, he was the only one to make he stomach flip. Jason engaged about 3 months ago, and they plan to get married on 4th April 2010. Nadine got out of bed, she stood up next to it and wobbled slightly.
“You ok babe?” Jase asked concerned,
“Yeah, i just feel abit strange’ Nadine replies while making her way into the bathroom.
Nadine knows something isn’t right. She knows whats going on with her. Jason, opens the curtains, revealing the amazing view, he stands taking it in for a few minutes. Nadine wanders out of the bathroom, trying to hide her tears.
“Whats wrong?” Jase says hurrying over to Nadine,
“Your gonna hate me” Nadine replies, throwing her head into Jase’s chest.
“No baby, ill never hate you, I love you too much” he replies trying to comfort her, but his own mind spinning around as to why Nadine would think he would hate her.
Nadine swallows hard, “Im pregnant.”
“What? With a baby?! Babe, you cant be, you take the pill” Jase said shocked.
“Yes, a baby!!I forgot to take it, i thought everything would be ok” Nadine cries, her words just being clear.
“oh babe,” Jase hugs her tight, kisses her head and cradles her like a baby.
“Its going to be ok, i promise” he says to reassure her.
Nadine and Jase spend hours hugging, Nadine never lets go, she feels safe, eventually she falls asleep. She dreams of her baby, the most beautiful baby in the world, she has big brown eyes and brown curly hair, a cheeky smile that would melt anyones heart.
Jase sits watching her, seeing how peaceful she looks, he kisses her forehead softly.Nadine begins to stir,
“no,no...dont take her” she begins to say, Jase looks at her worried.
Nadine wakes up crying,she looks at Jase scared, more scared than hes ever seen her. “It was just a dream baby, im not going to let anything happen to you or our baby” he says and smiles sweetly. Nadine looks at him and kisses him softly, tears still running down her face, “She.....was....gorgeous....and...and.... she.... got.... taken .....away” Nadine says unable to speak. “Baby, no one is going to hurt you or her ok, im never going to leave you” Jase says, a worried look over his face.
2 months later
Nadine and Jase have been married for 3 weeks, the best day ever. All the guests commented on Nadines amazing dress, even with a baby bump she looks radiant. “Babe you nearly finished in the bathroom” Jase called from the bedroom. “Yeah, this bump is doing my head in, i feel like a right idiot.” Nadine said slightly frustrated, “Awww, poor baby” Jase replied with a slight giggle. “Jase, its not funny!!” Nadine replies a little louder this time. “I wont” Jase says, trying not to laugh, before bursting out laughing. “Right.No Sex for you” Nadine shouts.
Nadine walks out the bathroom, all red in the face, she sits on the bed with her back to Jase. “Aww babe, im sorry, what you been doing? Your face is bright red” Jase says. “Trying to touch my bleeding toes, i cant be doing with this Jase. I feel like a whale” Nadine says and catches Jase smiling.
“Aww, babe, itll all the worth it in the end” Jase says and moves next to her, he kisses her soft skin gently.
3 months later
Nadine and Jase are soon to be a mum and dad to a gorgeous baby, Cheryl, Kimberley, Nicola and Sarah have all travelled to LA for the birth of their god son or daughter.
“Oh my God, BABE!!!,” Nadine calls to Jase, “What, what is it?” Jase says running into the living room. “Its time,Owwww” Nadine cries. “Oh god!” Jase says, as he starts to panick, “Phone the girls, and an ambulance, quickly!!!” Nadine says as she holds her stomach tight. Jase cuts to the chase and phones the ambulance and the girls, Nadine gets rushed into hospital, with all the girls and Jase at his bedside, Nadine gives Birth. ....
“Why isn’t she crying” Nadine asks panicked, Kimberley, Cheryl, Nicola and Sarah all look at each other. Cheryl and Kimberley crying, they’re the emotional two. Once one starts crying, the other does too. “Im afraid your little girl hasn’t made it” The doctor says, “would you like a hold?” “NO NO NO NO ....MY BABY!!!” Nadine Screams, Jase holds Nadine tight,unable to speak. Cheryl takes the baby from the doctor, and cradles her, “ babe, hold her” Cheryl says in her Geordie accent. Nadine takes her gorgeous baby and holds her tight, she sits in Jases arms looking at what could of been the most gorgeous child ever. She cries and cries and cries, but only one single tear runs down Jase’s cheek….
1 week later.
All the girls stayed in LA to support Nadine in her time of need. The paps are having a field day, every time one of them leaves Nadine’s, they are taking pictures. Nothings private. So they have been trying not to leave.
Tuesday morning, Nadine wakes up and does her usual routine. She gets up around 5am, sits in the front room crying for around an hour, and then she gets back into bed and pretends everything is ok. But this particular morning, Cheryl hears her fellow band member crying, so she listens and then when she hears Nadine getting out of bed again, she jumps up.
“Babe” Cheryl says quietly trying not to scare her, “aye” Nadine replies, her voice cracking, as if shes ready to burst into tears. “Cmon here” Cheryl says before pulling Nadine into a hug, she squeezes her tight. Nadine hugs Cheryl back, a few minutes later she cant take it anymore, she starts crying. “ I…cant…do…this…anymore….my…baby” Nadine cries, in between breathes.”Sssh” Cheryl soothes her, brushing her hair with her free hand, the other hand rubbing her back. “ I know it doesn’t seem like it at the minute babe, but it will be ok, honest” the Geordie lass says to Nadine.
Nadine doesn’t respond she just cries, Cheryls should becoming very wet, from the irish beauty’s tears. Jase wakes up and feels Nadine isn’t lying next to him, so he gets up and sees the girls hugging in the front room, he smiles slightly. Trying to hide his feelings because he doesn’t want to get Nadine down even more. He blames himself. She blames herself. But its no ones fault, its just luck. Bad luck. Cheryl catches Jase’s smile and gives him a sympathetic smile. Jases looks at Cheryl, and goes into the dining room, he parks himself at the table n he just sits there.
Its not long before the other girls are up and causing mayhem around Nadine’s place. But to be honest they are treading on eggshells, they have to be careful what they say, anything could set Nadine off. Sarah starts making lunch at around 1pm, “Who wants lunch?” She shouts. “Go on then babe” Cheryl says, strolling into the kitchen, “ Yeah I do” Says Kimberley in her husky voice, “ Um ok” Says Nicola, “No thank you” Nadine says quietly. “Nadine, your eating whether you like it or not, your wasting away.” She then sings “ Your just skin and bone.” Nadine smiles slightly, “Honestly im not hungry” “Im not listening” Sarah says sticking her fingers in her ears. “ Your eating and that’s that!”
All the girls sat round the dining room table, Nadine eats about 4 mouthfuls, and pushes her plate away, all the girls look at her, then each other. They knew it wasn’t going to be easy, but she needed them at the minute. None of the girls were speaking, the only noise that was being heard were the clatter of forks. Suddenly, Nadine breaks the silence. “ Where’s Jase?” Nadine asks. “ Umm he went out, I think” Nicola says quietly looking at Nadine. “Im gonna go find him” Nadine says while getting up. She throws her jacket on and she walks out of the door. No idea where he is gonna be, she stands in the street turning round. Then it comes to her. The place they met. The beach. Please comment...